☆彡風の声　光の粒　まどろむキミにそそぐ 忘れない　優しい微笑み　哀しさに隠した瞳を

Back after a long absence, but only because I need this account to contact people for work-related purposes lol,

Anyone on my friends list still hanging about? :3

Testing, updating thru my itouch in class lolllololololol

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Argh I'm stressed, but I can't bring myself to care right now lol.

 

I'm in the library with

withoutuiwither  and one_cup_of_tea , Emmas singing; I wish I could sing - I tend to sit in silence an awful lot .__.;

 

 

 

omg this time next week will be the day I fly to Abu Dhabi with my cousin to visit my Dad, its gonna be eeeepppiiiiiiccccc.

 

 

 

I'm kinda failing at dieting right now lol.

 

 

Also Persona 3 & 4 are two of the most epic games ever made /DISCUSSION.

 

 

I want to dress androgynously 8| bad time to decide to grow my hair out lol.

 

I did it.

 

I finished Persona 3, the gaming love of my life.

 

 

I AM NOT HAPPY WITH THE ENDING, I WANTED 'HIM' BACK BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW FUCKING BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW



 

ಥ_ಥ

Dear Miss Arthur

Your Order Number(s):
04710102%2fP

Qty	Description
1	Persona 4 [PlayStation 2]

We are pleased to advise that your order is now on its way!

 

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

 

I HAVEN'T FINISHED THE 3RD ONE YET D: Although I am very close to completing it >>;;;

 

 

But still D: *LOCKS SELF IN ROOM* I WILL COMPLETE.

I'm home from uni until monday, not much relaxing though - Johns full of chemo and my mums got shingles; glad I'm not full of flu anymore so I can be of some help around the house.. not that I've done much yet other than buy carrots 8D but mum wants me to paint the back fence whilst I'm home lolololololol~

 

Also, My grandma has noticed my interest in baking and is going to teach me more during the summer, including her famous lemon cakes, loafs and the amazing fabulous birthday chocolate cake *______________________________*

 

I'm really chuffed; My grandma is very big on cooking and baking but nobody in the family ever showed similar interest. I mean my mum cooks, but she doesn't go out of her way like my gran does, My mum doesn't have the time 8D;; My cousin got quite into cooking about 2 years ago and my grandma really enjoyed teaching him and giving him recipes etc. I've always been the let down because of my selective eating :3 I can't even appreciate the taste of most of her cooking never mind learn how to make it.

 

So I'm glad we have our sweet tooth to share, I enjoy being over at my grandparents and being covered on flour and melted chocolate will only add to the fun <333

 

Living with Em and Jack next year is going to be epic, not only will we have room in the freezer for delicious sunday lunch, our cupboards will be full of baking equipment <3____________<3 DEFOS GONNA NEED THAT GYM MEMBERSHIP NEXT YEAR HURHURHURRRRRRR.

OMG

 

WHY AM I SO FUCKING ITCHY ASDSFRGFTRHJGJKLJLKTYFDRYTGEFSDASEDWRTGRTHFDRAWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR


brb, drowning myself in E45.

 

 

SRSLY WTF IS THIS
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THIS IS AN EMERGENCY BROADCAST.

 

 

EVERYONE

 

 

 

Check out my new layout *___* its fucking fabulous lolololololololololol~~~

 

 

oh Minato, you perfect male thing ilu <3 and not just because you are practically mute~~~

I AM A FAGGOT.


So I'm lying in bed trying to sleep. AND SUDDENLY START THINKING ABOUT DEATH, LIKE I DO.


I'm not one of those emo goth things, I am just a natural worrier. and death is a good subject to worry about.

I have thought about this many times before, but tonight I again realised that one day I will have to experience the mortality of my parents and grandparents.



And I can't do it.

I won't have the strength 8|

When they go I will probably go soon after .___.;;


WHY DO I THINK THESE THINGS AT SUCH GOD FORSAKEN TIMES BAWWWWWWWWWWWWW MY TABLETS ARE SUPPOSED TO STOP THESE SORT OF THOUGHTS BAWWW BAWWWWWW FUCKING BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~~~





Protip; don't lie on your back when crying, tears run into your ears and then you get soggy ears >3>;


So now I'mma go thru my b folder and lol, then try and sleep again.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh gawdddddddddddddddddddd~~~~

I'm getting over flu .______.;; been aching for days/mad headache/sickness/swollen glands etc. I've also had terrible fever and have been hallucinating a bit, which was both lulzy and scary~

So I've been rolling around in my kigu playing video games the last few days. feeling better now but my throat feels like something slimey died on it.





On a different note, anyone on my f-list on Poupee girl?? add me!! http://pupe.ameba.jp/profile/J6VCGuMnzgSV/ <3333


Gonna roll over and nap nao~ tho later Imma visit withoutuiwither with takeout :D